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Lu ([personal profile] lu) wrote2008-07-15 12:28 pm
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"I'm determined to make partner in this firm, even if I have to be a lesbian partner."

It was after dismissing a night of perfectly acceptable drunkenness with some of my best friends because I had to be at CEJIL at 9 AM that I realised what this work business really means.

Even though it's just an internship, the sense of responsibility kicked in, and I've begun to perceive just how different work is from college. When you're working, people actually expect you to show up. People actually pay you to show up.

I've been working longer hours now that I'm on vacations in order to compensate for the trip to Montevidéu I'm taking on August. This means two things: for one, I'm gaining some extra knowledge within my area of expertise that will come in handy in the future. On the other hand, it's like I'm not on vacations, and I barely have time to think about my problems. Which can be a good thing.

After my meeting at PUC was canceled, I found myself with the afternoon free. Thinking on what I needed to do, I came to the conclusion that the former sentence was a significant overstatement. I've come to discover for the past three months that when you work all day you don't actually have time for those little things you have no trouble finding time for in other circumstances, like taking your cat to the vet, having your nails done, waxing, and going to the bank.

Growing up is tiresome, but I have to say it's been an amazing experience —even if that means saying 'no' to friendly company and alcohol every once in a while because you need to be apt to do your job the next morning.

[identity profile] jbusko.livejournal.com 2008-07-15 05:18 pm (UTC)(link)
growing up is terrifying, and most times I think I'm driving myself crazy and depressed I believe that's the main reason.

[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com 2008-07-16 12:20 pm (UTC)(link)
._.

We seriously need each other.

[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_isarma_/ 2008-07-15 09:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Growing up is tiresome and sometimes everything we want is just go back to the past, but there's the good part sometimes xD
And then some things we used to do everyday become so rare and so pleasant... Like BANANA SPLIT LOL

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[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com 2008-07-16 12:21 pm (UTC)(link)
That's true. I've come to appreciate going out much more than I used to. Simple things, like Banana Split. *grins*

[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_isarma_/ 2008-07-16 09:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Weeeeeeeeee
I need to talk to you about the party.
I mean, I'll go to your home later, I won't go to the first part 'cause I'll be so tired and stressed and pissed about the bank and I REALLY will need to take a shower and some breathe before... So I need your address and some simples instruction about how get there -- plus those you'd told me on Sunday, obvious hahaha

[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com 2008-07-18 04:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Sure, I'll give you my address on Plurk!

[identity profile] julie-weasley.livejournal.com 2008-07-15 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
I felt the most horrified with growing up by the end of my senior year. I remember watching Goblet of Fire and crying buckets when Hermione says everything's about to change. I knew my place in high school very well, so going to uni and find out my new place made me quite nervous. Somehow, I'm just going with the flow...

...ok, that's a lie. I totally freaked out when I turned 20. I think I still do sometimes.

I don't think there's an straight answer to "how are you suppose to grow up?". You just...do :)

[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com 2008-07-16 12:22 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm turning 20 next year. I'm pretty sure there will be some Freaking Out.

I need to watch that movie again. Only saw it once, I think. *frowns*

PS: loved the icon.

[identity profile] julie-weasley.livejournal.com 2008-07-16 02:01 pm (UTC)(link)
Goblet was actually the Potter movie I saw the most. And I cried e-v-e-r-y single time...

I love the saying of the icon, I would snag it anyway even if it wasn't a Ravenclaw one XD

[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com 2008-07-16 02:04 pm (UTC)(link)
I think I'll watch it again if I find some time before classes start.

And, yeah, I was talking about the saying! I am a huge Rent fan. One of the best musicals ever, and I also cry e-v-e-r-y single time.

[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_annabel_lee/ 2008-07-16 07:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Eu tenho pensado MUITO sobre questão idade e amadurecimento ultimamente, também. Pelo motivo inverso, na verdade. Eu estou dedicando o meu tempo a pensar nos meus problemas e estou vendo o quanto maturidade, experiência, crescimento etc. pesam. O quanto eles são decisivos. Enfim, é uma perspectiva diferente da sua, mas no fundo trata da mesma coisa.
De qualquer forma, eu só queria te dizer que eu tenho certeza - na medida de que alguém imaturo e pouco crescido pode ter - de que você está no caminho certo. E que os eventuais pânicos do percurso não são nada além de perfeitamente naturais.

Tudo isso é meio cafona de se dizer, então vou parar por aqui e depois a gente conversa. xD

[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com 2008-07-18 04:11 pm (UTC)(link)
(Adorei o seu icon)

Pois é, eu juro que eu fico me perguntando quando é a que vida ficou tão complicada! xD

Mas é bom saber que a gente sempre vai se ter pra superar todas essas questões, né? Como diz a Carrie, "I have a good safety net."

Não achei cafona o seu comentário. Foi bonitinho ^^ Adorei (mas, até aí, eu sou meio cafona também.)

Amo =*