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Lu ([personal profile] lu) wrote2005-06-28 06:22 pm
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How do you pick up the threads of an old life?

Generally, when you're going through a break up, you tend to occupy yourself in order to forget. I can say I did my job pretty well.

Since Friday I have:

-> Re-arranged all my books.
-> Re-arranged my papers and little notes.
-> Seen my friends.
-> Listened to Foo Fighters new CD (kindly given to me by [livejournal.com profile] porn_kid).
-> Tried to Kept on making school-related stuff.
-> Watched Mulholland Dr. (for the second time) and Ghost (for the first time).
-> Sat in bed for hours with Sex and the City.
-> Eaten Häagen-Dazs' ice cream and a lot of chocolate.
-> Drunk a lot of wine.

Of course, I won't say I didn't feel bad. I wasn't well, apart from all of it. But, since Sunday, I believe things got better. Even if just a little.

Ghost (USA, 1990) *** - Not that bad for a sappy, corny, sunday-afternoon-with-the-family movie. Very funny indeed. Whoopi Goldberg owns it. Best character of the film by far.

"- I don't know you! I don't know Sam, but let me tell you what he did to me. He kept me up all night singing 'I'm Henry the Eighth I Am.'
- That's how he got me to go out with him."
- Oda Mae Brown and Molly Jensen, Ghost.

Mulholland Dr. (Frace/USA, 2001) ***** - Finally sort of understood it. Such a good film. Absolutely adore it. Must, must look for theories online.

"Now... did you answer cause you thought that's what I wanted to hear or did you think about what I said and answer cause you truly believe that to be right?" - Cowboy, Mulholland Dr.

I would like to thank every phone call, every hug, every kind word, every visit, every smile, every conversation, every comment, every single one that have helped me and are helping me to get through this. You don't make it different. You are the difference.

The worst is over. Or so I hope. Now I have to move on.

"'Thank you.' 'Thank you.' Is that some kind of rule? - Larry, Closer.

[identity profile] ladyofmasbolle.livejournal.com 2005-06-28 11:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Aww, darling. I wish I could call you:(

Getting your number, YEYFUL!

[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 01:39 am (UTC)(link)
Yay! xD

[identity profile] xxxemo-girlxxx.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
I need to look after you. You're my friend, right? ^^ And I love you, right? xD

Closer?.../o\ *runs away forever*

[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
Yep. I love you too!

*chases*

[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_keks/ 2005-06-29 12:32 am (UTC)(link)
te juro que ainda estou meio chocada.

vai me visitar dia desses??? tô trabalhando na galeria ouro fino, 2º andar. a loja chama VOODOO.

[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 02:14 am (UTC)(link)
Eu também! oo'

Vou sim! =***

[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_keks/ 2005-06-29 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
YAY!

adoro visitinhas =D

estou lá de segunda a sábado, gatita.

muah

[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
Ok! o/

Eu só vou poder ir quando eu voltar do Rio! Mas eu passo lá sim! ^^

[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_sweet_doll_/ 2005-06-29 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
Well, I've talked to ya yesterday for the first time, but you girls were always my favorite fandom couple, so I was a little bit O.O when I've found out. I know I'm not your friend -yet- and you probably have thousands of friends to talk to and those stuff, but if you need, just call my name and I'll do my best to help you in any way that I can possible help, 'k?

Now, this "You don't make it different. You are the difference."? Clap, clap. This is the perfectly correct and there couldn't be anywhwere else to read something like this but here.

Hope everything gets better. For both of you.

[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
Why are we always the favourite fandom couple? I didn't know you knew us! Hey, who said you're not my friend? I really liked you. ^^ Thanks for that. I'll make sure I'll call your name if I need. =)

Wow. Felt honored now. xD

Thank you.

[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_sweet_doll_/ 2005-06-29 11:33 am (UTC)(link)
Because you look cute together and the whole fandom is slasher fan xDDD
And yes, I knew you, there's no way of anyone don't know you, like I've said before, you're all-mighty, did ya already forget it? Tsc, tsc... xDD
And she's (one of) my sister.

And I didn't said I wasn't your fr... 'k, I did said that, but it was just 'cause my ego was already too high to considered myself as your friend. xDDDDDDDD
But now I know I am \o/ *yey* and I really liked you too ^-^

*looks up*

And you should felt honored. It's not everyday I say something like that, but I meant it when I said.

Don't need to thank me, I didn't do anything for you to thank me, 'hon.

[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 06:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Thanks! ^^' We did look cute together! ^^

Oh, don't put my ego so high when I look sick and disgusting... --'

How are you two related? Oo

You are my friend indeed! ^^

I did feel honored. =)

I'm thanking you for letting me know I can count on you. That makes a difference, see?

Sorry about the nonsensical chat yesterday. xD

(Anonymous) 2005-06-29 06:38 pm (UTC)(link)
You can't possibly look sick and disgusting 'cau you are not like that at all, so cheer up little girl.

I don't know, all I know is she's one of my sisters ... Guess it's becaus I'm Flora's sister...or would that be Stheh's? *thinking* Don't remember, all I know is that we are.

Yey *jumping like a happy rabbit in the woods xDD*

Imade you felt honored... Now I feel honored xP

Hmm... okay then, but you really don't have to thank me ^^v

Don't sorry me, I love it

[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_sweet_doll_/ 2005-06-29 06:42 pm (UTC)(link)
This was me ¬¬
Stupid login >.<'

[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 10:22 pm (UTC)(link)
But I am sick! *coughs* Got the bloody floo. --'

...that doesn't make sense. I think she's Diana's daughter. Diana is your grandma also, so... She's your aunt! Oo

Oh, stop that! xD

Well, I feel like thanking you! HÁ!

Yay! Ok, then. Nonsense for you! o/

[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_sweet_doll_/ 2005-06-29 10:37 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sick too ó.ò

Well, of course that doesn't make sense, this is a fandom family for god's sake! Wait, Diana's my grandmother too? That's so cool! *.*~

Ok, I was getting dizzy from all this jumping xD

And I feel like saying to not thank me! HÁ! xP

Yey! Nonsense for me \o

[identity profile] dianaprallon.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 12:39 pm (UTC)(link)
I guess that's personal, dear.
When we broke up, loads of people came to me and said the same thing "you were my favorite fandom couple", and I never realized why. Maybe the point is that you have a light inside yourself and every girl that becames your girl seems to be the happiest girl in the world... ^^'
And they probably feel like it ^^"

[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 06:26 pm (UTC)(link)
...

óò

...

*silly*

I love you, you know that?

[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_sweet_doll_/ 2005-06-29 06:41 pm (UTC)(link)
Hmmm... you know... she's got a point there. I remember I thought that same way when I knew the L&D couple was no longer a couple... And I guess maybe it's the way you love that makes your relationships became such a beautiful thing. Don't know... just a theory xP

[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 10:23 pm (UTC)(link)
*red*

*blushes harder*

*runs away*

[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_sweet_doll_/ 2005-06-29 10:39 pm (UTC)(link)
No need to be blushed or run... I said it was just a theory, grams

A theory that I trully believe to be true \o/

[identity profile] nandao.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 01:28 am (UTC)(link)
it'll be all right

te amo também. óò

[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 03:07 am (UTC)(link)
Thank you, darling.

I love you. ^^

[identity profile] ligiaaraki.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 11:26 am (UTC)(link)
Ah!!!! A Frase chave q vc escreveu foi:

Now I have to move on.

Exatamente isso moça... é duro, doi bastante, mas com o tempo, as coisas semre se ajeitam.... ;)

bjos

Ligia.Lux.TMN-> eu juro, eu estou implorando por férias!

[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 06:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Com o tempo tudo vai melhorar sim. ^^

Também implorando por férias... --'

=***

[identity profile] pichitinha.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 11:46 am (UTC)(link)
Como assim você não tinha visto Ghost antes????? Estou chocada rs
E eu não gosto de Mulholland Dr. Um amigo indicou pra minha irmã, que me chamou pra ver com ela, e xingamos o amigo até o fim por ter dito "é muito bom". Chegou uma hora em que olhávamos uma pra cara da outra e ríamos, tamanha falta de nexo do filme... Se bobear nem mesmo o diretor entendeu o que ele queria com tudo aquilo :P
Sileeeeeenzio :P
Te vejo mais tarde! =***

[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 06:28 pm (UTC)(link)
COMO ASSIM?!?!?!

Não gostar de Mulholland Dr. é quase tão grave quanto não ter visto Ghost!

Ok, não é.

Mas... Mesmo assim. Juro que eu te explico o filme depois! o/

[identity profile] pichitinha.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 08:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Okay, eu vou cobrar essa explicação! Mas só se vier acompanhada de banana split assim que você voltar do Rio!
=***
Amo você!

[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Não se preocupe, assim será. ;)

Amo você também. O almoço foi ótimo. Apesar de termos perdidos dois dólares. ¬¬

[identity profile] dianaprallon.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 12:40 pm (UTC)(link)
I've never seen Ghost. o.O

[identity profile] pichitinha.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 01:23 pm (UTC)(link)
*chocada*

[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)
The fu--? Wow. Now it's two people I know. xD

O_O

[identity profile] hermikiller.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 10:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Ai ai... Essas pessoas que não assistiram Ghost....
u,u Depois falam de mim... (xD)


Beijinhos
Kill - Que acha que o fandom precisa de uma seção de filmes antigos... xD

Re: O_O

[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 10:28 pm (UTC)(link)
HEY. Você nunca viu a trilogia clássica de SW!

Tem gente no fandom que nunca viu Mágico de Oz. ¬¬

Re: O_O

[identity profile] http://users.livejournal.com/_sweet_doll_/ 2005-06-29 10:46 pm (UTC)(link)

Como assim nunca viu a trilogia antiga??? Isso é um pecadoooooooooo >.<



Eu nunca vi Mágico de Oz

*roll*

[identity profile] hermikiller.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Tá... mas eu vou ver ainda. Nessas férias. Acho que vou alugar amanhã mesmo ^^

Tá, eu também nunca vi mágico de Oz... ><

Tem gente que não viu Matilda. ¬¬

Re: *roll*

[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com 2005-07-01 09:52 am (UTC)(link)
Acho muito bom você ver! Depois entra no /flood. Talvez tenha seção pipoca lá em casa.

Há!

Me pergunto quem seja... *grins*

Re: O_O

[identity profile] dianaprallon.livejournal.com 2005-06-30 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
também não vi Gremilins... Não tinha saco quando era menor :P

[identity profile] frinitrix.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 01:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Ok ... I have no clue about what happened, but know I'm here for you, ok?
Lots of kisses!

[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
I'll tell you in Rio. =****

Kisses! ^^

"Possible way to be..."

[identity profile] hermikiller.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 02:51 pm (UTC)(link)
"Never knew I could feel like this."

*Ai... Não vou escrever em inglês >< Sorry! xD*

Acho que foi realmente difícil estar como eu estou hoje. Acho realmente que eu só precisava ouvir aquilo de você. E acho ainda que ultimamente eu não estou dando jus ao meu signo - Estou pensando muito em mim (Eu só digo, EU, EU EU... ><)
A frase certa é realmente "Now I have to move on". E... O que a Mamãe Di disse também está totalmente correta: "Maybe the point is that you have a light inside yourself and every girl that becames your girl seems to be the happiest girl in the world... ^^'"
Eu acho que seria melhor "in the whole world."
É difícil olhar o título do seu Lj e não rir. xD *Tá, o que isso tem a ver? O.o*
Enfim.... Eu REALMENTE quero que você fique bem. Eu REALMENTE quero continuar a estar do seu lado. E eu REALMENTE amo MUITO você ainda. ^^ Pode ser que o 'amor' venha a ficar fraco, mas o sentimento e as recordações da pessoa maravilhosa que você é, eu nunca vou esquecer.
Desculpe as merdas à parte que eu tenho feito - Isso eu chamo de Alfa-Beta-Fase - Realmente não tinha a intenção de magoar você. Só gostaria que tudo volte ser como era quando nos conhecemos... Se você quiser, podemos repetir a dose do fichário! (xD *A_Ridícula*) - Porém, por mais que não dê para ser igual, é compreensível de minha parte.

Eu vou ficando por Aqui porque o povo da Lan já está me xingando! >_<'
E desculpe não ter escrito em inglês - É que eu realmente não me expresso bem em inglês! *Burra*

Enfim,
AMOOOOOOO VOCÊÊÊ PEQUENA LU! x)

Beijoossss
Kill

Re: "Possible way to be..."

[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 10:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Bom saber que você está realmente melhor. Me deixa bem. Eu, em compensação, estou super gripada. --'

óò

Que lindo que você gostu do título! ^^

Nunca vou esquecer também. De absolutamente tudo.

Amo você.

Vamos repetir a dose do fichário.

Pode responder até em japonês se você quiser! Contanto que eu entenda. xD

"Different way to be..."

[identity profile] hermikiller.livejournal.com 2005-06-29 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Ó.o Gripada? Tá, eu já queria ir cuidar de você

Anoko konuo itakimonaisuka tekudasai boka no, anata no Harrby Potter baka ¬¬ Boba. ¬¬

Telefone está livre, pode ligar chorando já xD

Re: "Possible way to be..."

[identity profile] dianaprallon.livejournal.com 2005-06-30 01:10 am (UTC)(link)
Você tem um ponto, eu esqueci o "whole", distração minha...
mas deu pra entender, né?! Então não força... rs