I was hoping to make a post about how good the weekend was, about how great it was to see my friends that I hadn't seen in almost 2 months, about how marvelous it was to finally have a decent conversation with Diana, Keshi and Julia after such a long time away from each other, about how happy I felt when I saw my mom and hugged my little sister... About all the happy moments I had lived in the last 3 days or so.

But, unfortunately, I don't think that I have the strength to after the later events. It is always like this when it comes to life: At one moment you are the happiest person on the planet, and at the other everything just falls apart, like when you line up domino pieces and lets one of them slide. Just one of them and you have to start it all over again.

I believe that the first domino piece to fall was Kill. This whole affair of her aunt having sued her parents and wining the cause was too much for everyone. They lost their apartment and now I have no idea where they are going to live. I just hope that they don't leave the city, and there is a 50% chance that they do.

The second one was Renata getting sick again, and not been able to throw her party, like she expected. Two keys down.

The third one, my son. He got involved with the Torugo affair. The boy's parents saw them kissing and now his mom wants to send Torugo to a military school. Defex feels sad about this, and wants to do everything he can to help, and he feels impotent. I do know how that is like. Very badly.

The fourth was Pi. Yes, my russian girl has started to date a boy. And I am not bearing very well the fact that she doesn't love me anymore.

The fifth were my friends from school, that think I'm a jerk for not having seen them while in Rio, and that I have changed.

The sixth was Bárbara. I don't think that she will live in her house for much longer.

The seventh was Lis. And she knows exactly what this is about.

The eighth killed whatever hope I had left of getting better: Keshi told her mother. And now she is living in a battlefield. Three keys down.

And now three more keys have just told me that they are not 100% fine also.

So isn't my uke.

I did have a good day, and that cheered me up. I just hope that I can gather strength to hold this storm and put all the domino pieces back in a line, without letting any of them slide. If I could do that I think I'd feel less impotent.

"Life has a funny way of sneaking upon you when you think everything is ok and everything is going right." Alanis Morissette

I may regret having written this post later. But I just had to take all of this out of my chest.

Logging off.