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Why a month?

  • Jul. 31st, 2005 at 8:29 PM
lu: (A little unwell.)
Why not two, three, even four? I thought I month would be enough to set me at rest with everything related to school; turned out it wasn't.

I still have essays to finish; grades to be worried about; exams on which I must get excellent grades; homework that I must do on a daily basis. Being a geek can really suck sometimes.

And when a geek like me doesn't want to go back to school, you can be sure that something is very, very wrong.

"- I have to go to college.
- Why?
- Because it's what you do after high school.
- Shaun and Cindy, Orange County.

Sometimes I ask myself whether things would be better if that was the only reason I had to go college; if I simply didn't care about it. But thoughts like those last for only a moment; a second later I'm already thinking about how amazing logarithms are and how brilliant were the Romans. Thirst for knowledge is what keeps me going, and I thank whoever is up there that I was born like this.

Need college right now, more than I ever. I'm tired, honestly tired of high school; I can't go back; a month was not enough... simply not enough.

"- Why a month?
- Because it's long enough to be meaningful, but short enough to stay out of trouble."
- Nelson and Sara, Sweet November.

July was weird; bizarre; mind-boggling... but a good month, a very good month. I sincerely thank all of those that were with me during it; that made me laugh, have fun and forget what I was going back to and just how short a month can be.

*sighs*

Wake me up when November ends.

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christycorr: Toothless (How to Train Your Dragon) (Default)
[personal profile] christycorr wrote:
Aug. 1st, 2005 12:19 am (UTC)
*sigh*

November is all I know, and all I ever wanna know.

For more than just this reason, actually.
[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 1st, 2005 12:23 am (UTC)
*sighs deeper*

I am quite aware of that. ._.

Hope it comes soon. Very, very soon.
christycorr: Toothless (How to Train Your Dragon) (Default)
[personal profile] christycorr wrote:
Aug. 1st, 2005 01:08 am (UTC)
Children waiting for the day they feel good -- happy birthday, happy birthday...
[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 1st, 2005 01:10 am (UTC)
You'll be an old fart soon. Then I'll have car rides. *grins*

Seriously... we have to decorate our your apartment.
christycorr: Toothless (How to Train Your Dragon) (Default)
[personal profile] christycorr wrote:
Aug. 1st, 2005 01:12 am (UTC)
Desperately! o.o'
[identity profile] ladyofmasbolle.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 1st, 2005 07:36 am (UTC)
Wake me up when November 2008 ends; I'll visit your apartment.
[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 1st, 2005 08:19 am (UTC)
I'll make sure I do so. *grins*
[identity profile] ladyofmasbolle.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 1st, 2005 08:20 am (UTC)
Wonderful. Because, School is shit.
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christycorr: Toothless (How to Train Your Dragon) (Default)
[personal profile] christycorr wrote:
Aug. 1st, 2005 03:42 pm (UTC)
Oh, yay! Okay. *laughs*
[identity profile] ladyofmasbolle.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 2nd, 2005 07:41 am (UTC)
And we shall discuss the finer points of wine.
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[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 1st, 2005 08:18 am (UTC)
Though I like it that there are pictures on the wall of me everywhere. First thing to go down for sure.
christycorr: Toothless (How to Train Your Dragon) (Default)
[personal profile] christycorr wrote:
Aug. 1st, 2005 03:33 pm (UTC)
It's like Jesus is waaatching me, everything I do. >.< Not pleasant at all. *glares*
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[identity profile] queenofbabble.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 1st, 2005 12:30 am (UTC)
Comentando em português devido ao difícil trabalho que é pensar em inglês e secar o cabelo ao mesmo tempo:

Realmente, não há necessidade de desejar terminar o colegial com tanta pressa. Em primeiro, essa fase termina muito rápido e digo isso por experiência própria (exatamente agora, percebi que dois anos e meio da minha vida passaram de tal forma que nem ao menos percebi). O que eu desejo é que você aproveite. Aproveite cada minuto do colegial, porque um dia você sentirá falta de quando tudo era mais simples.

Enfim, te amo =*

~Meea, tendo sérios problemas para ler o que comentou com uma mecha de cabelo na cara.
[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 1st, 2005 12:54 am (UTC)
Obrigada pelos conselhos, Meea. Eu juro que estou tentando aproveitar. Mas é que as vezes fica... demais. ._.

Te amo também. =)

Quero ver como ficou seu cabelo!
[identity profile] xxxemo-girlxxx.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 1st, 2005 12:50 am (UTC)
Highschool is the best time of your life. Don't run it. =)
[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 1st, 2005 12:55 am (UTC)
I'm trying... I'm trying. ._.
[identity profile] paradoxo-mental.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 1st, 2005 02:28 am (UTC)
"And when a geek like me doesn't want to go back to school, you can be sure that something is very, very wrong"

that's JUST what i said a couple of days ago o.o
weird, isn't it?
i'm afraid of coming back. i'm afraid of the last semester o'my life inhigh school, but also i don't want it to end x)
cause everything there is very important...
you know how you'll miss it, you know how good it is, even if it doesn'tlock like, so don't worry x)

and use the time you need for doing things ^^
[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 1st, 2005 08:35 am (UTC)
Wow! I didn't know you were already on the last semester. I guess in the end I may get all nostalgic and will miss it more... or not. I don't know. I have this thing with college that I just can't explain.

I'll try to find use the time I need. =)
[identity profile] paradoxo-mental.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 1st, 2005 03:55 pm (UTC)
i AM all nostalgic
._.
i want so fucking much to go to college, but i love school óò
have a nice day x)
[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 2nd, 2005 08:42 am (UTC)
I know the feeling. *grins*

You too. o/
[identity profile] ligiaaraki.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 1st, 2005 05:29 am (UTC)
Ligia que veio aqui meter a colher e dar uma de "Tia Chata"

Bem, na facul a gte tb só tem um mês de férias em julho.. *roll* rsrsrs

A verdade é q, como eu disse pro Vika, eu sei exatamente o q é isso....

Mas a facul não é mto diferente não Viu, Lu...

Por exemplo, no meu caso, a unica coisa q muda é q eu não tenho uma "rotina". E isso ajuda muito.... Ou pelo menos me ajudou mto...

Mas a facul? Bem, qse todas q eu conheço, vc se mata. E acredite... se mata MESMO!

São noites sem dormir, trabalhos e mais trabalhos, estress, e bla bla bla...

E no final das contas, (eu tb achava q num ia dizer isso) vc acaba tendo saudades do tempo em que vc ó estudava pra tirar uma nota boa, seu papai e mamãe ficarem felizes, e vc pode ter muito mais tempo pro's seus amigos, pra dormir de tarde (eu adorava fazer isso), ou simplesmente não fazer nada....

Pq qdo vc chegar na facul, vc não vi ter muito tempo para fazer todas essas coisas que vc faz agora...

E por mais q vc diga: "Pelo menos vou estudar algo q eu goste", não vai ser bem assim q a coisa vai funcionar... Pq tem smepre aquela materia idiota, aquele professor filho da puta.... *roll*

Desculpe, não estou querendo ser estraga-prazeres, mas a não ser q vc faça facul na UNESP de Assis/Marília/ Bauru, vc vai ter q se contentar com apenas um mês de férias.... Agora se vc escolher qq uma dessas UNESP's, ai vc conta a greve q são mais alguns meses de "férias! xD

Eu quero ver fotinhos da sua irmã nova Lu o/

bjos

Ligia.Lux-> decidindo se volta a ser uma TMN *roll*
[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 1st, 2005 08:39 am (UTC)
Não, não... Eu não me importo de ter só um mês de férias. Nessas férias que eu entrei em crise mesmo e queria mais, mas foi uma grande excessão.

Eu juro que eu não me importo de me matar e tudo mais. É claro que eu vou sentir saudade de ter mais tempo livre.. mas... não sei. Acho que só o fato de eu estudar uma coisa que eu goste muito (apesar de eu simplesmente amar muitas matérias da escola) já me coloca muito pra frente.

Vou esperar pra ver, e enquanto isso tentar aproveitar ao máximo essa época. =)

Beijos
Lu - se perguntando o que é uma TMN.

Ps: Há uns dois posts atrás eu pus um link pras fotos dela. Dá uma olhada. ;)
[identity profile] dianaprallon.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 1st, 2005 08:41 pm (UTC)
É simplesmente fantástico como nunca estamos satisfeitos. Quando estamos no colegial, tudo que pensamos é na liberdade da faculdade, na faculdade o pior é a responsabilidade que temos sobre cada escolha. Cada inscrição em disciplina - especialmente depois de um tempo, quando você conhece os professores - é uma escolha. Porque, principalmente na faculdade pública, eles não são tão sérios assim. ¬¬
E o pior, sabe o que é?
Não prepara tanto assim pra prática.
Bah, que saco.
Acho que deveriamos voltar todos pro primário, onde tudo que a gente aprendia era essencial :P
[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 2nd, 2005 08:43 am (UTC)
Isso é muito verdade. Bom, eu espero que eu goste da facul, pra qualquer que eu acabe escolhendo ir.

Preimário? Também acho! \o/
[identity profile] nancy-downs.livejournal.com wrote:
Aug. 2nd, 2005 08:44 am (UTC)
(se bem que eu sou muito mais feliz hoje em dia. Aprender o que não é tão básico assim é tão lindo! *.*)

You like bowling, don't you, Montag?

If you don't want a man unhappy politically, don't give him two sides to a question to worry him; give him one. Better yet, give him none. If the government is inefficient, topheavy, and tax-mad, better it be all those than that people worry over it. Peace, Montag. Give the people contests they win by remembering the words to more popular songs or the names of state capitals or how much corn Iowa grew last year. Cram them full of noncombustible data, chock them so damned full of 'facts' they feel stuffed, but absolutely 'brilliant' with information. Then they'll feel like they're thinking, they'll get a sense of motion without moving. And they'll be happy, because facts of that sort don't change. Don't give them any slippery stuff like philosophy or sociology to tie things up with. That way lies melancholy.

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