"I have a feeling that you're riding for some kind of a terrible, terrible fall. But I don't honestly know what kind... It may be the kind where, at the age of thirty, you sit in some bar hating everybody who comes in looking as if he might have played football in college. Then again, you may pick up just enough education to hate people who say, 'It's a secret between he and I.' Or you may end up in some business office, throwing paper clips at the nearest stenographer. I just don't know.
This fall I think you're riding for - it's a special kind of fall, a horrible kind. The man falling isn't permitted to feel or hear himself hit bottom. He just keeps falling and falling. The whole arrangement's designed for men who, at some time or other in their lives, were looking for something their own environment couldn't supply them with. Or they thought their own environment couldn't supply them with. So they gave up looking. They gave it up before they ever really even got started.
I think that one of these days, you're going to have to find out where do you want to go. And then you've got to start going there. But immediately. You can't afford to lose a minute. Not you.
And I hate to tell you, but I think that once you a fair idea where you want to go, your first move will be to apply yourself in school. You'll have to. You're a student - whether the idea appeals to you or not. You're in love with knowledge. And I think you'll find, once you get past all the Mr. Vineses and their Oral Comp - all right - the Mr. Vinsons. Once you get past all the Mr. Vinsons, you're going to start getting closer and closer - that is, if you want to, and if you look for it and wait for it - to the kind of information that will be very, very dear to your heart.
Among other things, you'll find that you're not the first person who was ever confused and frightened and even sickened by human behavior. You're by no means alone on that score, you'll be excited and stimulated to know. Many, many men have been just as troubled morally and spiritually as you are right now. Happily, some of them kept records of their troubles. You'll learn from them - if you want to. Just as someday, if you have something to offer, someone will learn something from you. It's a beautiful reciprocal arrangement. And it isn't education. It's history. It's poetry.
I'm not trying to tell you that only educated and scholarly men are able to contribute something valuable to the world. It's not so. But I do say that educated and scholarly men, if they're brilliant and creative to begin with - which, unfortunately is rarely the case- tend to leave infinitely more valuable records behind them than men who are merely brilliant and creative. They tend to express themselves more clearly and they usually have a passion for following their thoughts through to the end. And- most important- nine times out of ten they have more humility than the unscholarly thinker.
Something else an academic education will do for you. If you go along with it any considerable distance, it'll begin to five you an idea what size mind you have. What it'll find and, maybe, what it won't. After a while, you'll have an idea what kind of thoughts your particular size mind should be wearing. For one thing, it may save you an extraordinary amount of time trying on ideas that don't suit you, aren't becoming to you. You'll begin to know your true measurements and dress your mind accordingly." - J. D. Salinger, The Catcher in the Rye.
Couldn't think of a better moment to read it.
Or is it the other way around?
This fall I think you're riding for - it's a special kind of fall, a horrible kind. The man falling isn't permitted to feel or hear himself hit bottom. He just keeps falling and falling. The whole arrangement's designed for men who, at some time or other in their lives, were looking for something their own environment couldn't supply them with. Or they thought their own environment couldn't supply them with. So they gave up looking. They gave it up before they ever really even got started.
I think that one of these days, you're going to have to find out where do you want to go. And then you've got to start going there. But immediately. You can't afford to lose a minute. Not you.
And I hate to tell you, but I think that once you a fair idea where you want to go, your first move will be to apply yourself in school. You'll have to. You're a student - whether the idea appeals to you or not. You're in love with knowledge. And I think you'll find, once you get past all the Mr. Vineses and their Oral Comp - all right - the Mr. Vinsons. Once you get past all the Mr. Vinsons, you're going to start getting closer and closer - that is, if you want to, and if you look for it and wait for it - to the kind of information that will be very, very dear to your heart.
Among other things, you'll find that you're not the first person who was ever confused and frightened and even sickened by human behavior. You're by no means alone on that score, you'll be excited and stimulated to know. Many, many men have been just as troubled morally and spiritually as you are right now. Happily, some of them kept records of their troubles. You'll learn from them - if you want to. Just as someday, if you have something to offer, someone will learn something from you. It's a beautiful reciprocal arrangement. And it isn't education. It's history. It's poetry.
I'm not trying to tell you that only educated and scholarly men are able to contribute something valuable to the world. It's not so. But I do say that educated and scholarly men, if they're brilliant and creative to begin with - which, unfortunately is rarely the case- tend to leave infinitely more valuable records behind them than men who are merely brilliant and creative. They tend to express themselves more clearly and they usually have a passion for following their thoughts through to the end. And- most important- nine times out of ten they have more humility than the unscholarly thinker.
Something else an academic education will do for you. If you go along with it any considerable distance, it'll begin to five you an idea what size mind you have. What it'll find and, maybe, what it won't. After a while, you'll have an idea what kind of thoughts your particular size mind should be wearing. For one thing, it may save you an extraordinary amount of time trying on ideas that don't suit you, aren't becoming to you. You'll begin to know your true measurements and dress your mind accordingly." - J. D. Salinger, The Catcher in the Rye.
Couldn't think of a better moment to read it.
Or is it the other way around?
- the right to be unhappy:late for a very important date

Comments
Either way... you read it. Hope it was worth it. ^^'
*sigh* Here, have some soma. xD
It was very much worth it, aye. Such a good book.
You must finish.Wow. That's some pretty fucked up math.
6x9=42I willll. And you must read Mort! \o/... I've never felt most misunderstood than I was right now. Continue reading Brave New World, plzkthx.
That was so low I'm not even going to comment....
Great. I'm curious now. ¬¬
Hee....
Now you know! \o/
I need some of that. xD
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Sabe... não é porque é comum que os teus problemas são menos importantes ^^ E já percebi que no próximo ano você não vai deixar de se incomodar com isso, e nós também não vamos cansar de tentar te acalmar xD
Tenho outras coisas pra dizer, mas vou esperar a próxima vez que você tiver uma crise *roll* mwHEUHEUIHeuw
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Hum. Fiquei curiosa agora. xD
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bem.. .se eu falar agora, não vou ter o que falar em momentos críticos x_X heuheu
se bem que sempre há a chance de eu esquecer... acho que vou escrever ^^
você vai precisar de pauladas pra entender, cara xD
boa sorte ^^
HEY. Não me bata. ¬¬
a não ser que você mereça _ _"It's polite to identify yourself, you know?
Anyway... I haven't much to say, except that I found something out about Christy [via her post] that I didn't know and all I can say is wa-hey!
Good for her, good for you and oh... I have nothing much else to say.
Hi! o/
Oh, you didn't know? God, how can you people not see the obvious? *laughs*
I hear you're English? *in love with your country thankyouverymuch*
Problem is I have so many bi/gay friends that I don't assume anything really and I don't talk to Christy heaps so I guess I just missed it... Still grinning though. I love gay people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[P.S. I love girls schools as well but please don't let the staff know.]
Yes, English. Not loving my country muchly. Love most of it but don't love the politics and the government that might as well just blow up. Tony Bliar... Sorry Blair [Liar *guffaw*] is a... well it's to be censored.
His latest policy is that "problem" families shall be locked up in "ghettos" against their will and have all their houses taken and if they don't change then their children will be taken from them. Not too pleased about his hitler-esque views at the moment.
Sorry about the rant. I go off at tangents.
Nice to meet you.
XD!
[Oh, don't worry, I won't.
Me too.]Oh, my country's politics is a pretty fucked up moment right now, too. Our president almost had to renounce.
I've been to England in January and fell in love over and over again with London and Oxford. Where are you from, may I ask?
Nice to meet you, too! xD
And your president too if you like.
Or we could just go dump them in space -- heeee...
I'm technically from Greater London, from a town called Bushey near Watford. Basically from Greater London. Only about 30 mins from Central London by car or train.
P.S. Much as I lack the ability to be good at any language apart from this tongue, I love your language. I reckon if I stare at it long enough I might get an epiphany. German and French and Latin disagreed with me at school. I'm awkward, I have Irish Gaelic, Japanese and Welsh on my 'to learn' list. Ha!
When I went to London I stayed in Picadilly. God, it was so good. Ever been to Oxford?
Ps: I love a lot of languages as well. Am currently learninhg French. I wish I knew German and Latin, too. Actually, I wish I had them at school. But, when I was learning French back then I hated it, too. Maybe it's a school thing. Gaelic? What, from Gaul? If you hang around here once in a while you'll be able to read a lot of Portuguese. o/
Irish Gaelic is from Ireland and Scottish Gaelic is from Scotland.
I have to go now. My dad is glaring at me 'cos I should be in bed. So night night and I'm sure I'll talk to you another time.
It's ok. I'll friend you, is that ok? Do show up. o/
YAY for animated Robin Hood.
Yay for Disney!